Thoughts and feelings 5 1/2 hours later

Well, after after writing that I took a nice nap, and here's a response or whatever to my previous post.

Basically, I just needed to remember all the things I kept in my mind to comfort me when leaving.

1. God is in control, no matter what happens, and He does have the very best plan.
2. I will see Brian and the others again. The separation really is just temporary, even if I don't see them before heaven.
3. The important thing is doing God's will. The results are up to Him.

Emmett just got back from an apparently very long day, which helped me realize, I need to be here for him, rather than thinking so much of myself.